You Are 55% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal…
Other things you do are downright strange
You’ve got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself
I just caught The Woodsman yesterday. I thought it was great.. I loved the layering. It reminded me of stuff.. I saw his struggles, the pain he went true. It may not be the same, but I could feel the pain he had to put up with.
A million thoughts run through my head, then again, my mind stays empty.
I’m normal? What a joke. I had to put up with how I couldn’t fit in when I was in school. Then when I finally adapted and accepted myself, when I could see the love of God for me, then they tell me.. no, you’re ok.. and I have to start to learn to look at myself again in another manner.
Maybe I should be like others.. simply bochap?
But I am reminded of the indifference I went through.. when I could not feel anything, any emotion at all..
it was pain.