It is another of those days again where I can’t help but be thankful to Him.. I’m sitting in a cafe in West Coast and suddenly, I just start pondering about life. He keeps blessing and blessing me.. I feel overwhelmed with joy! How can anyone not? I want to (and I will) refuse the spiteful, ‘hero&victim’ mentality and seek a proper closure to that, if He wills it!
This is amazing, ‘cos I’m meeting LL later and I have no idea what to think, but I guess The Big Fella Upstairs knows what He’s doing, so why worry? I’m praying that the Holy Spirit guides me.. And him. I really wouldn’t mind just being friends, which we will most probably end up as (and it’s really just ok with me.. probably better, even!), and I thank Him for giving me a friend. Funnily, he inspires me to un-nua. *laugh* he makes me wanna work harder, play harder, think business harder. Now I’m hooked to watching movies for a while. I also wanna take a sport (be it bball, running or pool) and be really serious in it. I don’t wanna 半途而废(give up halfway) about this kind of things again. I also want to take ma’s business seriously.. & vicky and mine too. Of course the F&B one too.
TKH has confirmed that we’ll only start in July: Amen! There’ll be enough time to lay some groundwork.
Sometimes just thank God for all the shit I’ve gone through: good fertilizer! *laugh* I was just talking to Westin about R**. I think I for once was the single person destroying the non-relationship.. He took it quite seriously but I had issues which I didn’t know how to resolve.. thank God it didn’t derail him off love, he’s happy with his girlfriend now =) and I’m happy, really happy for him too. At least I didn’t screw up his life! *laugh* I’m mad.
Which brings me to this song that I really like.. R** sang this to me a long time back in a KTV. *laugh* I think it sort of shows what I want in a relationship.
Of course, a partner is a blessing, it’s a bonus.. not a need.
我的心 已经 飞到这个城市的另一边
想看着你 我爱的脸 把心里的感情都对你说
我想要天天说 天天说 天天对你说我有多爱你